Disappearing without a trace

My auntie Gill has recently returned back from a celebratory trip to Budapest in Hungary, and whilst she was there she saw many tourist sights: including the citadel, synagogue, the parliament building (the 3rd largest in the world) and also many memorials. I want to focus on the memorials that she and her friend visited in this post, and as it happens, I'm going to London this weekend to visit her. I intend on visiting the Imperial War Museum for the Holocaust Exhibition that is currently on display there.

Shoes on the Danube


Gill explained in a phone call that during 1944-45, hundreds of Jews and co-workers of Raoul Wallenberg who lived in Budapest's ghettos were lined up on the bank of the River Danube and shot by fascist Arrow Cross militiamen...leaving only their shoes behind. The image to the right shows the memorial, created by Can Togay and sculptor Gyula Pauer, honouring the hundreds of people who were forced to remove their shoes and were murdered at the edge of the water so that their bodies fell into the river and were carried away. The memorial represents the shoes that were left behind on the bank and the different sizes and styles of the cast iron shoes reflect how nobody was spared from the brutality of the Arrow Cross militia (the shoes depict children, women, businessmen, sportsmen etc.).

At first, Gill and her friend came to see the memorial at night and although the memorial was not illuminated by street lights, onlookers had lain night-lights into the well of the shoes or flowers and trinkets as pictured above. She described the atmosphere as 'poignant' and 'moving'...apparently it lost none of it's impact on the second viewing but contrasted to the atmosphere during the day when the memorial was surrounded by clicking cameras and their tourist owners.

Raoul Wallenberg Holocaust Memorial Park

Raoul Wallenberg was a Swedish architect, businessman, diplomat and humanitarian. He was born in 1912 and died in 1947, and although his death is largely disputed - his body was never actually found therefore the reason behind the title of this post. He is celebrated for having resisted the Nazi regime and for having saved thousands of Jews in Nazi-occupied Hungary in the later stages of WWII.

In the rear courtyard of the Dohany Synagogue in the memorial park dedicated to Raoul Wallenberg, lies a creation made by Imre Varga: the Memorial of the Hungarian Jewish Martyrs. It not only resembles a 'weeping willow' and forms the Tree of Life (whose leaves bear inscriptions with the names of victims), but also represents an overturned Menorah. Perhaps it can be interpreted that the leaves symbolise the life of a human being and the overturned Menorah portrays the destruction of Jewish lives and faith: for at least 400,000 Hungarian Jews were murdered by the Nazis. According to Gill the branches sway if there is a breeze, as a real tree would and she said it was very calming and peaceful to be there. 

Linking back to the first few sessions of the project, I'm sure the young people in the group would classify these memorials as beautiful, especially the willow tree. Although I have never visited either of the memorials in Budapest, I'm sure that I would have felt the same emotions as my auntie Gill, her having long been an advocate of silent contemplation before memorials. I can feel it in my chest, a kind of sadness that runs through my body but is peaceful at the same time: knowing that a handful of the people who were murdered by the Nazis are being thought of on a daily basis. Personally, the problem with these kind of memorials though, is that they are very photographable. There's nothing to stop you taking hundreds of pictures in front of the memorials and I highly doubt a 'selfie' in this situation is appropriate. Again, there is a very fine line between mystifying the past and creating a long-lasting, hard-hitting historical artefact to commemorate those lives lost to war and Holocaust. 

You might be thinking, 'she's a student, what does she know about it? She's no expert historian!'

But I'm human and we are put on earth to be human (and also to have confused, conflicting ideas about memorials).

Peace. 

Thanks to the lovely, one and only Gill Willians for background and pictures.

Session 5 snippet

I've recorded a lot of videos for these sessions. It's always good to have 'fodder' to work from when writing these posts because I don't often have time to write down everything I see or hear in the sessions.

 I'm uploading this particular video with the knowledge that by the end of the rehearsal, Jonah and Sam had massively and noticeably improved their delivery of lines, confidence and understanding of the situation.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17riYAQ2HCc

Day 4 - from Schmetterlinge to Passports

The session this week brought the start of rehearsals and without giving too much away (we do want the project performance to be a surprise, after all), the group really got their teeth stuck into the new script entitled, 'Falling to our knees'.

With the the skeleton of Anthony's script in one hand and a passport in the other, the group worked through the first few pages in which a metaphor is formed: a bridge between the flight of butterflies and the ability to travel the world using an efficient, little burgundy book of joy called a passport. Did you know that the British passport ranks 1st in the world in terms of freedom of travel? Brits have access to 173 countries and territories. Handy, that.



Her Britannic Majesty's
Secretary of State
Requests and requires in the
Name of her Majesty
All those whom it may concern
To allow the bearer to pass freely
without let of hindrance,
and to afford the bearer
such assistance and protection
as may be necessary.


You will find these words printed on the inside cover of the most recent issue of the British Passport, along with a a purple butterfly with wings out stretched. But imagine not having that kind of protection. Brits usually just go past GO  without even thinking about being trapped behind an invisible pane, tapping on the glass trying to escape...like a butterfly.

Of course, staging all of this was the focus of the session. It was so interesting to watch Simon and Anthony map out the visual mechanics of frame and blocking. Simon asked the group to manipulate the passports, so that they formed a very visual metaphor of dancing butterflies, landing freely without 'hindrance'. I will keep the rest of this section secret for now, but for future reference in this post and blog (mostly for my benefit) this section of the piece will be called Passport Puppets.

I really don't want to spill the beans at this point, although it is so exciting to be part of something like this. I shall only divulge that the next section of tonight's session involved verbal sparring between two characters: one Jewish youth; one anti-Semitic youth who seem to know each other from childhood. With the German boy in a tight spot in front of his friends, his only option is to refuse recognition of the Jewish boy.

Questions/issues that I'm interested in finding more about for next week:

 - Two characters. 14 actors. How is that going to be blocked on stage? What if actors swap stage blocks during dialogue?

 - How will actors focus on synchronising lines? If it is decided some of the dialogue will be chorused, how can the actors maintain stresses and emotion?

 - Volume: less shouty-shouty of lines, more listen-to-each-other-lines

 - Town hall will have microphones, will the narrators be in front of microphones like in last year's Millions of Kisses. 

Highlights of this week:

- When the gold lettering of a passport was reflecting onto the face of one of the young people. Lovely image, if only it were this easy to show on stage!

- Advancement of Lightbulb memorial idea

- I feel as if we've made great progress

IF....

you've made it this far down this post and you're interested in coming to see the performance in January then feast your eyes upon the link entitled 'Upcoming Events' or just click here and it will direct you to a page where you can register for the conference. Remember, that although there are some free events - you will still need to register.

ALSO.....

I have been playing drama games each session with the group and want to try something new and super energetic. If you know of any fun games then please comment below.

Any feedback on the blog itself is also really appreciated.

Not Halloween, or Wembley, or even a fan-crazed One Direction concert...

Remember last week, when I blogged about the group of young people creating their own memorials? Well it has been agreed that Group 2's very visual and high impact memorial idea would stage very well. However, 24 lightbulbs on stage could quite possibly be a logistical nightmare.

We might have to kick it freestyle and don some torches or battery-operated lamps but let's not go too far down this route. There's a fine line between the performance ending up like this:

or this....

To something like this....

Or even this....

We're not trying to mystify the past by using a grand and clichéd metaphor of light, we're trying to create a really important memorial, to pay respects to millions of people who died. Personally, I think the performance could look stunning when the stage is illuminated with light from hand-held lamps or lightbulbs. 

I'll let you know how we get on with just the one lightbulb as a tester but right now, I've just risked the double-dip and my Rich Tea has well and truly fallen into my brew. 

Biscuit down.